raya 2...

hrmm...klu sbelum ni aku sgt berkobar2 bile ckp pasal raye, skang ni dh takde pape pn yg nk di kobarkan...sume plan hancur...sume plan cancel...sume plan tak jd...aku bt2 yg aku tak kisah...bt2 yg aku paham...bt2 yg aku tak terase...bt2 yg aku tak kecik ati bile plan tak jd...dn dia...bole plak bt tak kisah..bt tak tau...bt tak paham...

aku try bersabar dn yakinkan diri aku yg die akn settlekan sumenye tanpa perlu aku pakse or push tp...die ttp mcm tu...bt tak kisah...die ckp die akn make sure everything going smooth tp nothing happen...prob family tak settle...klu family stage pn tak lps, cemane nk pegi to the next stage...

yg nk kene menjawab ngan family aku, aku...so maybe sbb tu die jz bt tak kisah je...dulu die kate awal lg...so nothing to rush...tp masalahnye skang ni dh nk puase...so confirm2la akan cancel...AGAIN...aku penah ckp, plan asyik delay je...nnt terus tak jd...n maybe die tak kisah...die tak kisah sbb die lelaki dn die ade byk mase utk berada dlm 'plan'...

aku ade bg die the last chance or not i will walk away and he just said ok...seems like thats nothing...n seems like he feels that im not that serious...but im fucking serious...i'll walk away if he still doing nothing....